I don’t know I just don’t know anymore :/

Life is way to shot to worry about what people think about you is what everyone says till you fall in love then it’s totally different you just want to be with that person 24- 7 no matter what and then they hurt you and you feel like your dying and you just want the pain to end….Pain does end sooner or later it doesn’t last forever I promise It seems like it last for ever when it really doesn’t. That’s the sad part about it if the guy/girl you feel in love with strata to make you realise why you feel in love with them or liked them so much then your back in the pain again and going through everything you hoped you would never go through again. Some people just don’t realise what there doing sometimes and don’t think about anyone but them self’s and in the mean time they are hurting you if they know it or not I’m not for sure but I will tell u it hurts really bad some people say it’s just a heart break when it’s move than that…
Love is love rather you want to love them or not you have no control on who you fall in love with. You know when your falling for a guy because that’s when u want to be by his side and not wanting to leave it till he moves and cheats on you with someone younger than you. And that’s when you realise I was stupid what was I thinking I could be that beautiful for him to like me well hun that’s what he made or wanted you to believe. Then you feel lost and just want to cure up in a ball and not leave your room not wanting to do anything but sleep and cry trust me I know how that feels I have been told I’m beautiful just because a guy thought he loved me and then made me fall in love with him just for him to realise I’m not the one he wants…it hurts it’s very painful you just got to stay strong and make it through a day by day.